hidup guru berpraktikum #2
Friday, November 15, 2013 @ Friday, November 15, 2013
as time fly, thing are going more smoothly. dan saya semakin jatuh cinta dengan sekolah ini... i don't know why, but it seem i am feeling sad every time a thought on i will be leaving this school came to mind.. to have a practical on this school i said yess, but to be a fixed teacher on this school i said no!! why.. im too baik dengan diorang.. and untuk jadi guru, i think that i need to be more garang dari sekarang.. saya ada story..
i have this student, he's good, yet have a very good looking face. Dia slalu minta belanja... at first im okay with it, sebab saya fikir mungkin dia anak orang susah, so ni kira sedekah dari saya untuk dia. but,thing get annoying when he seem to think that im too good to him, that everyday (not that everyday), if he sees me, he will ask for something... WHY WHY... im not rich!!!! not rich to be giving you money that often, im not even your mom to feed you, and im also not your girlfriend!! that you can casually ask for money!! just know that im a practicum teacher, i dont get salary, so know my problem... ada satu hari, saya marah sangat!!! and saya tak berapa nak layan... i dont know if he gets the feeling, but seems like no!! if you ever read my post before, you might know that im not a person who simpan perasaan marah?dendam lama2,, sebab rasa macam tu adalah bebanan paling tidak best!! so i tend to buang semua perasaan marah once saya dah rasa tenang sikit... heheheh.. but until now, saya tak pernah bagi lagi, even he ask me... sorry, kamu kena belajar fahami masalah atau kedudukan seseorang sebelum kamu mau minta sesuatu... dan kamu kena tegas bila jadi guru praktikal... jangan kena pijak macam saya...
talk about pijak.. ada satu hari tu, saya dengan kawan praktikal turun bandar, hangout, and guess what TERjumpa dengan banyak pelajar sekolah sya.. mula2 saya buart derk ja.... but they seem tak tau yg saya mengelak dari dorang.. they called me... CIKGU... CIKGU..... from far away lagi.. semua orang tengok... hahah cikgu keluar pg hangout tempat orang muda2... why saya x tau pun banyak budak sekolah turun bandar hari tu... hahah... what a hectic day.. rasa macam pelarian pulak, bersembunyi.. last last, sudah penat sembunyi, saya keluar juga.. and that when they ask me to take picture with them, alah... bukan bad thing pun kan.. untuk kenangan juga... once, saya and kawan decide untuk duduk2 lepak dekat sana, at first i did not see any of my student in there, and im feeling great, but guess what,, dorang datang balik.... and they sees me, they go to my olace and duduk hangout sama, and kebetulan pulak, student kawan saya kawan kepada student saya, and we all lepak sama2... my student ask for my starbucks... so saya yang baik hati ini pun bagilah dengan diorang... and thats all... adalah cerita2 ngan diorang sikit...
after that, minggu ini, i meet up again with my friend (the one that her student also is a friend to my student), her student said to her that im look like a teacher who senang dipijak :( sebab too good to the student!! dia suru saya jadi garang sikit... supaya tak kena pijak ngan budak2 tu.. terkesan juga sebenarnya... but what todo, tinggal 2 minggu lagi pun kan mengajar, so untuk ubah sekarang memang tak lah kan... dah lambat kowt!! hhehehe.. so just go with the flow lah...
heheh i've said on my previous post about how im in love with class with 22 students.. but as time goes, saya suka dua2 kelas.. even semua bad thought about class 39, fade away.. im just loving them.... huhuhuhu... okay next post will be on how my observation day... and how is it done... heheheh
