discussing relationship (hubungan semasa)
Thursday, June 2, 2016 @ Thursday, June 02, 2016
well.... when you translating word directly from English to Bahasa Malaysia, its kinda look weird, and to pronounce it... urghh. well as the title says. its about my current relationship, which i absolutely dont have any progress whatsoever about it yet.
salam.
well i have lots of connection with others as i type or bringing this topic to my blog. like my relationship with my families, friends, coworkers, society well, basically relationship with any living things in this world. but with that title, im assuming it is about a relation with the opposite sex or i say a relation that involve affection.
as for today, im still single. i have been discuss this thing in my previous post, i believe it was few years back. which im sure because i dont post a lot. haha.... to make it short, i have been in a relationship were not succeed. well the first relationship it was me who ended it. my last relationship were actually never ends, we just lost in contact. and since then i don't date, ive been in a hiatus moment. when i want to involve again, i cant why? its just that i never knew how to start it again.
lots of my friends says that im just too hard to understand, to hard to get, and too choosy. well i dont know why i have this kind of side in me. well i never realize it, even now! i dont think i have those nature. except the choosy one. i dont know why but i just have that feeling that i have the right to be picky, more importantly in this matter. it is not like im looking for the perfect one, im not perfect either, i just want someone who i can talk to, who i can count on giving me some advise, because im really bad at making decision. to hard to understand, to hard to get, i dont think thats right. im open for any new intercourse, maybe i just dont know how to read people, like how jimmy fallon lost on winning Nicole Kidman, because he doesnt know. like me. people being saying that he likes me, but i just feel that he just consider me as a friend. that is how i see it. i told you im bad at relationship.
anyway. concluding everything, im single. pretty much.
oke bye...
-Adilah Lee-

