kisah HATI kena HATI-HATI
Thursday, September 12, 2013 @ Thursday, September 12, 2013
kisah hati kena hati-hati,
hahah tajuk spoil x?? x kan...
heheheheheh... mungkin post kali ini akan sound a bit jiwang.. but be sure, that there is a moment when i type this post, that im feeling like throwin up!!! hhahah.. ya.. sebab saya bukan budak jiwang, jauh sekali melayan benda-benda yang ada kena mengena dengan dua hati ni..
to be honest, im not that type of girl who is go so easy in love and easy to get, NO!! im a girl with a high ego!!! really high, i never took a step, tak pernah langsung!!! for me, a gentleman should be the one who approach a girl first, saya tahu, untuk dunia sekarang, benda tu tak dipandang lagi, tak kira jantina, kalau kau nak dia, kau approach saja!! but saya tak... berapa banyak crush saya yang saya tengok dari jauh saja... i never ever say something about emotion with them... i just be a friend and hangout with them, and then my crush slowly becoming my good friend, that i dont feel like want to date them anymore... saya punya prinsip dalam diri, yang mana saya tak akan date dan suka kawan-kawan saya!! sebab saya tau bila saya putus kasih dengan diorang, saya takkan layan diorang macam mana saya layan diorang bila hubungan kitorang sekadar teman baik sahaja!!, thats why i never date, sebab mostly of my crush are my friends!! those who not were already have a partner!! and i tell you the feeling is suck!! huhuhu....
saya dah kata ego saya tinggi!! jadi perasaan sayang itu cepat hilang, tipulah kalau saya rasa saya tak kecewa bila dapat tahu crush sy tu dah ada partner!! but tak tau kenapa, lepas tahu pasal tu, seminggu lepas tu saya dah boleh lupakan perasaan yang saya ada untuk diorang, dan start untuk cari crush baru!! hahah.. hati keras babe!! what a heart right!! like i said, im someone who is not easy to get, but i am someone that too easy to fall...
i've been single for like whole my life i guess, siapa pernah baca post saya sebelum ini ttg 2 hari bercinta maybe know a bit of story about how my love days on my school day!! but as i said on that post, i dont really considered it as a love, itu cuma perasaan ingin tahu apa rasanya bercinta, and it yuck!! me!!... that is why i dont date until now!!.
my friends one said to me that, dila you are know 23?? how do you think your future look like?? then im like.. what?? im 23 already.... still young what.. then she say to me that, a women never grow younger!! a man yes, they grow hotter!! hahaha according to their dompet lah kan... tipulah kalau tak rasa something kan, umur meningkat tapi masih tak ada calon...... hahahah tengok kiri kanan, semua kawan2 sibuk usha handphone masing2 sambil senyum2..hurmmm... untuk berkasih itu susah bagi saya...
23 tahun tak couple!! And i never feel like im missing something cause i receive lots of love from people around me... But now!! I think i need to change that attitude of me.. Even im in great life, you can never denied whats ahead you...
