Assalammualaikum

i have been listening to music. a genre that i actually listen in mu mid 20. these really bring back memories. like it really made me want to go back. why? i think i have the best of life on my 20, and i use to say that i will not regret what i choose in order to become me right now. but things really hit when im in my mid 30. i will be 40 in a few years. and it really really hit me. i wanna cry.. i wanna be back in time... as im writing this my right hand nerve suddenly hurting... cant denied the age.. hahaha.. 

well, i think i need to go back to Allah SWT. i need to be grateful on everything that he gave me. i know that i am greedy in wanting more, in wanting to go back and redo everything. but hey. i should just be grateful, i have a house, i have a car, i still have my parent, i have a loving husband. i need to be more grateful and say alhamdulillah for everything that he give me. 

-Adilah Lee

Travelling were stil my ultimate goal. It can change depend on how well i do tommorow or next week, or next year. Weird yet facsinating things about future is you cannot predict how it is, even one second from now you'll never know what will happen.

Hi my name is Adilah Lee. no, im not Chinesse. im just a Sabahan sumandak who were born and lived Sabah. Except for 4 years where i got to spend it on Peninsular Malaysia, pursuing my dream on being an "ACADEMICAN"

Assalammualaikum

i have been listening to music. a genre that i actually listen in mu mid 20. these really bring back memories. like it really made me want to go back. why? i think i have the best of life on my 20, and i use to say that i will not regret what i choose in order to become me right now. but things really hit when im in my mid 30. i will be 40 in a few years. and it really really hit me. i wanna cry.. i wanna be back in time... as im writing this my right hand nerve suddenly hurting... cant denied the age.. hahaha.. 

well, i think i need to go back to Allah SWT. i need to be grateful on everything that he gave me. i know that i am greedy in wanting more, in wanting to go back and redo everything. but hey. i should just be grateful, i have a house, i have a car, i still have my parent, i have a loving husband. i need to be more grateful and say alhamdulillah for everything that he give me. 

-Adilah Lee